Oh yeah! I have a website!

ive been suuuper busy lately wow. up until like today i haven't had the energy or time to update my website on the weekends because i just wanted to sleep.

ive gotten really into fallout new vegas, which might be a bit...... cliche of me, considering the whole trans girl thing. it is like legit one of the best games ive ever played, even though i still haven't beaten it yet. i think i might write something about fallout nv overall, sort of a review/analysis deal, could be fun.

i also bought this super rad book that i haven't finished yet but love to death, The Last Girl Scout. It's written by the very cool Natalie Ironside and it's about.... well i don't wanna go spoil anything, she's got her own sort of synopsis/why you should read it here.

on a more personal note, GREAT FUCKING NEWS!! i got one of the lead roles in my school's straight play! (straight play = not a musical, like shakespeare etc). this is literally historic at my school because im a FRESHMAN!! im so fucking excited this is gonna be really fun. AND this means i get to spend more time with my super cool senior friend who is just the epitome of everything i want to be because she's so cool. the only thing that kinda sucks is that a) the character's a guy but im boymoding for safety until i graduate so that's to be expected and b) im a 15 year old autistic boy's abusive father. the play we're doing is The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime, and it should be pretty fun and a massive learning experience for me because im a freshman and have no idea what im doing. my only hope is that i dont fuck this up majorly.

i am fully convinced that i owe this role to a cockroach. i will explain. i was in the shower, washing my hair, night before auditions for the straight play, and i see this cockroach hanging out on the shower curtain. my first reaction is EW ROACH, but then i just stand there for a second and think about what to do because i dont want to touch it and i would have to move the shower curtain (which it is on) to get something to pick it up with so i just leave it. then it occurs to me that the cockroach is alive and should be respected. next i think about how roaches are super resilient and can survive a whole lot of shit. this leads me to believe that cockroaches are good luck and if you see one it's a good omen. also my belief system now incorporates cockroaches.

i dunno if ive mentioned that im also in marching band yet, but i guess now is better than never. anyways, weve been working at the halftime show super hard lately and its finally starting to look good.

in the lapse between posts, ive shifted politics from marxism into anarcho-communism, been reading some kropotkin. well-being for all and all that. i'll probably put this into the links page too, but here's an anarchist library if you wanna learn more about what it is and stuff.

see ya laterrrr